I sit here alone while you go find yourself. A seperation is what you asked for. so what are you thinking about? I think about us and what happened. I'm saddened to think that you are off doing what you need to do as I just wait. Wait for what you decide. Are you better without me? Am I the cause of your sorrow? I don't know. All I know is that I'm here and I have always been here. I'm lost as well. I'm lost without you. I'm empty and confused. Confused to all of what is going on. I've been played like a fool and laughed at. I hide my face to the world hoping noone can see my saddness, but it is evident that I am hurt. When will you realize that it's not just you, but all of us? You are not the only one in this relationship, but the two of us. You say you are taking a step back, that you have lost yourself, that you need to figure things out. Well damn it I'm here too. I'm supposed to be your other half your bestfriend, your love, but I'm not. I guess I never was. You shut me out so long ago. Why did you shut me out when all I wanted was to love you. I guess I may never know.