I hope it's all worth it for you. But you know I got the best of you. The two we share are my everything. I hope it's worth to you what you may loose. I hope your best friends will comfort you like you say I couldn't. You used to say you would never be like your father, but you are. The life you have always wanted was without me. You say you love me, but I don't feel that thats the truth because if you say you love me so much then why are you not here? Why are you not trying why did you go and leave? I cry as I see your ring that was to symbolize our love for one another, but you have been clouded. I am just so sad and lost. I love you for you I don't want you to change. I just want to be a part of your life, but I guess I'm not.